Do you know what my chopping block's for?

Wed, 09 Dec 2009 22:41:22 GMT

This turned into a mistake in so many unexpected ways.

Fri, 16 Oct 2009 07:44:30 GMT

It makes you ache.

For everyone else.

All at once.

Tue, 13 Oct 2009 02:50:18 GMT

I'm that girl in the back of the class who eats her hair

Sat, 10 Oct 2009 18:31:22 GMT

I know I don't have any experience in this area.

But I'm pretty sure this is not how it is supposed to be.
It isn't supposed to get harder until later on? Right?

Fuck

Family

Thu, 08 Oct 2009 07:52:13 GMT

There is no other species that stays together and "cares" for each other altruistically.

We are doing this wrong.

Mon, 28 Sep 2009 04:11:31 GMT

gahhhpeopleeeeeee

Thu, 03 Sep 2009 14:39:18 GMT

I get this feeling every year.

The weather cools and the sun hangs a little less. I feel nomadic.

I taste dead leaves and apples in my mouth. It is the best of the best.

Tue, 18 Aug 2009 00:21:26 GMT

Alright, Coates. Time to get over it.

Like anything would have worked out. Please.

Hah.

Inspirational.

Fri, 26 Jun 2009 03:13:44 GMT

What am I supposed to say to who? Really.
Is it a problem I should just deal with, or just how life is and will continue being?

complexxx

Mon, 27 Apr 2009 22:21:15 GMT

TDC was amazing. My work looks like it will be getting done without copious amounts of stressing. ANDDDD!

Sia is coming to Copenhagen on Sunday.

'nuff said.

Sun, 08 Mar 2009 19:13:49 GMT

woah now

Mon, 19 Jan 2009 20:46:32 GMT

Okay. So let's get legit here.
Tonight the three of us from RPI made cheeseburgers. Oh my god. It pretty much rocked me inside and out. It was the most protein I've consumed since I got here. There was a Lithuanian guy who had a burger with us, too. He was amazed; he eats his 'meatballs' with potatoes. He also could not believe the size of a burger, and it kind of made me feel like a fat American. But that's okay. I was really hungry.
The other RPI students are coming this Friday-Monday. I'm kind of nervous. The two students already here that I hang out with a lot know some of the ones that are coming, but I don't. I just hope I don't end up by myself. That would be sad. The orientation is next week as well. Nervous! I think I'm going to try and take the ferry to Sweden on Wednesday. Not sure if it will actually happen, but I'm going to make an effort. Traveling by yourself is scary. Maybe doing it by myself will give me more confidence in myself. Or maybe I'll have a panic attack and fall over-board. Either way.
I just need to think of things to do for this up-coming week. Make sure I go out and see as much as possible before everyone else gets here. With the orientation taking up a good chunk of next week and it being questionable whether I'll see the people I've met here once others get here. It's time to roll out. I just am not sure where. Hah. You can make the plan, but.

Can't wait for classes to start.

Fri, 16 Jan 2009 15:13:01 GMT

I think I'm melting

Wed, 14 Jan 2009 15:02:55 GMT

I think I found hygge.

I wish I didn't have to give it up.

I want it back.

You can change location, but not trait

Sun, 04 Jan 2009 11:40:16 GMT

Holy holy crap. It's cold in Denmark. And even with the impending doom of class tomorrow at 9 am, I can't seem to get myself to open this book and start studying.

Ohhh nelly.

Sat, 27 Dec 2008 17:58:29 GMT

Peace out America!

Hello, Denmark!

Fri, 05 Sep 2008 05:53:23 GMT

AAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 28 Aug 2008 03:36:59 GMT

T-minus stressed!

Mon, 14 Jul 2008 00:15:24 GMT

AAAGHHHHH FUUUUUUUUUUUUCCKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Mon, 07 Jul 2008 05:27:45 GMT

A new level of narcissism I have achieved. Or, at least, am attempting.

Where is lyfe going? For serious.
My job has given be a whole lot of nothing so far except prospects that are never fulfilled.
The only thing I'm really looking forward to is the possibility of going to Denmark next spring. Even that is still wishy-washy and hard to pin down and my excitement is matched by the paranoia of letting know and figuring logistics.

Fuh-fuh-fuh-fuck.

hah.

Wed, 28 May 2008 14:36:24 GMT

and everything was going so well

da fuuuuuuuuuuk?

Thu, 22 May 2008 05:28:24 GMT

Why the hell do I go to an engineering college?

For serious.

down on my knees

Wed, 21 May 2008 21:56:16 GMT

So many transitionssss
I suppose that's life, so I should learn to adapt.

Evolve-o-lution.

I'm almost completely out of my old apartment now and into the new one. It doesn't quite feel like home yet. I still get confused when I wake up in the middle of the night and I need to pee. Gotta work through it. At least the microwave is finally here.

It's really difficult to have so many friends no longer around me. You don't realize how close you become with them until they're all sorts of gone. Even less do you realize how much you change until your back around friends from home you've had forever and suddenly it doesn't even feel the same. Not that is becomes worse. Just different. You are so used to having some people know you inside and out and vice versa, but that isn't the case any longer.

More transitions.

As for work this summer, I'm excited. Real excited. A visiting post-doc is here from India who works with patterning gold surfaces. Which I will need. Which means I will have my project pushed fast-forward in terms of progress. I'll have results. I'm legitimately excited.

This is going to either be a relaxed summer, or there are some epic things that are going to go down.

Secretly I'm hoping the shit goes down.

hee

oh honey, is it all about money?

Fri, 09 May 2008 15:36:32 GMT

another semester and the GPA gets to float just above 3.0

grab the life preservers.

Mon, 05 May 2008 12:44:17 GMT

heroin chic?

i mean, come ooooon